beginnings...

my first post ever... just created this thing called a blog... and it's weird...
just moved into my own place, just started living on my own (for the first time since college)... so many firsts!
the 1 year of me leaving Portland Oregon came on went.... felt a long bit of hurt (as there are many days of that) and thinking back to "what could've been" but... things are going OK here... Bryan treated me bad... I was hurt horribly... and it's pushed back my ability to understand why things happened but I'm moving on and havent talked to him since last March! wow :o)
must sleep now; have had some beers and it's time to go to sleep...